loss
I found your card today it opened up the flood again
I cried that I had let you down now that you are gone I will not make the same mistake with those that you are close to
Once again your family show how well you raised them
The girls are giving and Dad is coping
Those that we were far from have proved why they are best kept a long way off showing that they have no spirt of kindness or ability to cry anything but crocodile tears
What kind of parent is incapable of a single tear, who can ask that a child does not cry for a mother because it is upsetting, why attend a funeral if all that you can do is run away?
I cried that I had let you down now that you are gone I will not make the same mistake with those that you are close to
Once again your family show how well you raised them
The girls are giving and Dad is coping
Those that we were far from have proved why they are best kept a long way off showing that they have no spirt of kindness or ability to cry anything but crocodile tears
What kind of parent is incapable of a single tear, who can ask that a child does not cry for a mother because it is upsetting, why attend a funeral if all that you can do is run away?
posted by Ian Wood. Principal Wireless Foundry LLP at 8:34 pm
4 Comments:
Oh how i miss you. Your smile and gentle touch .Your calm and resolve.
Oh how i miss you. I have told you that you can use my eyes for what you have missed.
Oh how i miss you, every evening and morning .
Oh i miss you like crazy .
FROM SARAH
Ive tried to write this message out a thousand times but the words never seam to be powerfull enough to explain the loss and emptyness i feel in my sole not just my heart.
The world seams so less a place without you, i struggle of what to do with myself somedays.
I have done exaclty what you asked of me by looking after dad but is so hard mum i need you and your strength to help me through.i try to put on a brave face but its hurting me just asmuch.
I tell him how much you love and care for him i stop to think what you would do or say in heart breaking sittuations and i feel comfort in the words you used to say.
I asked for your strenght mum and i asked to be as brave as you.I still feel u around the house and it doesnt feel like you have gone. Brandons getting so big now he's messmirised by the christmas lights becks put up a special christmas tree with flashing lights for him you would love it too i told becky to make sure the pins in the decorations were in the wall safely just like u used to say to me it felt like you was their with us i hope u were and if we arranged the ball balls wrong feal free to re arrange them. xx xx love u mum
I WILL ALWAYS BE WITH YOU
PLEASE HAVE FAITH IN ME
I DIDNT WANT TO LEAVE YOU
IT WAS JUST MY TIME YOU SEE
GOD MAKES HIS DECISIONS
HE DOESNT TELL US WHY
I KNOW IT SEEMS UNFAIR TO YOU
BUT YOU NEVER REALLY DIE
I BREATHE YOUR EVERY BREATH
YOUR THOUGHTS ARE MINE AS WELL
WHEN YOU FEEL A GENTLE BREEZE
ITS ONLY ME TO TELL
THAT I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU
AND IM WALKING BY YOUR SIDE
I SEE YOUR TEARS AND SADNESS
SINCE I CLOSED MY EYES
BUT THAT IS ALL I HAVE DONE
IVE SIMPLY GONE TO SLEEP
PLEASE DONT THINK I HAVE LEFT YOU
FOR ONLY TIME WILL SHOW
THAT I LOVE YOU MORE THAN EVER
MORE THAN YOU WILL EVER KNOW
BE STRONG FOR ME AND PRAY FOR ME
AND NEVER LOSE YOUR FAITH
YESTERDAYS ARE MEMORIES
THE FUTURE IS OUR TO KEEP
There are some things I did not do,
And I started some things I never got through.
But time passes quickly, this you can believe,
And for this reason, I didn't want to leave.
But through it all, I lived a good life,
I had a loving family and was a devoted wife.
I loved you all more than you'll ever know,
And for this reason, I didn't want to go.
My family was so special, they filled me with pride,
Many times I've laughed, and sometimes I've cried.
But through good and bad, their love I received,
And for this reason, I didn't want to leave.
But I miss you most, my husband, my friend,
I long for your smile, your touch, through the end.
Till we meet again, time will pass so slow,
And for this reason, I didn't want to go.
In my last days, my pain you did share,
But the pain in your eyes, I hardly could bear.
With the touch of your hand, my pain you relieved,
And for this reason, I didn't want to leave.
But through my faith, a new life He will bring.
A life without pain, my heart gladly sings.
My God called me home, and in Him, I do trust,
I didn't want to go,but I must.
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